Yesterday.

I was going to write last night, but decided against it since I was exhausted from the day and a very frustrated momma. Reyna has been throwing fits. I guess she decided to wander into the terrible 2's a little early. She hasn't been sleeping during the day much. Last night and this afternoon, she fell asleep in the car, I carried her inside both times w/out her waking up. Those of you who know this little lady, know that what she has been doing is very rare.

Most of yesterday, I was wishing I could have been at work. Or somewhere else for that matter. It was a pretty rotten day. Yesterday afternoon, I met up with a girlfriend from high school, her mom and my mom. Kristy had a baby several months ago and we wanted to visit. Kristy handed Madyson off to me and Reyna started throwing a fit. She was on the floor kicking and screaming. Okay, sorta normal. She rarely sees me holding other babies. My mom took Madyson. Same thing. Reyna yelling, "Nana, Nana." It sounded like we were leaving her somewhere unfamiliar. She was hysterical.

That afternoon she did not take a nap.

Fast forward to Jade's soccer game.

We were sitting on our blanket playing, hanging out and watching the game when Reyna decided to make a mad dash to the parking lot. I got up as fast as I could (without shoes) and started running towards her. I saw a car coming and this car wasn't going to see her since she was running besides a big truck. I screamed for her and snagged her by the arm. I yelled so loud Jade heard me from the field. I don't think I have ever been so scared. I was so angry w/ her.

The rest of the evening consisted of her screaming when I told her no, throwing herself on the ground kicking. It was actually somewhat embarassing. Looking back, I probably should have just left. I came home and just sat down. I was physically and emotionally drained from the day.