Beginning to think,

that my house is just a place I sleep at anymore. I just finished unloading my van from the past two days. You would have thought I was living out of it. Oh wait, I was. Duh. I had anything from bread and oatmeal to clothes and bottles of water and half cups of coffee that were God knows how old. I cannot tell you how good it feels to be at home and just sitting here doing nothing. I say nothing, but I am squeezing in a little blog time before I start packing and getting everything out for the big day tomorrow! It is almost here, Kristin and Trav's wedding. I just cannot believe it. I cannot wait to share pictures and stories. Believe me, there will be lots of pictures.

Thank you, thank you for all of the sweet comments and phone calls I have had this week. We are still missing this sweet face and will probably continue to miss him for quite a while. I was at my parents today (Reyna stayed there last night and we went back this morning to get Jade's vehicle) and I was cleaning up lunch. There was leftover cheese that Reyna had not eaten. I was just thinking, "oh, that can be for Champ." I had to think about it for a minute. He wasn't there to help "clean up."

On another note, I was "that mom" again tonight @ Target. I literally had to scoop her up off the floor while she was screaming and crying right in the entry way of Target. Did I mention everyone was stopping and staring? I wanted to flip them all the bird. Jeez people, mind your own freaking business!!!! Yes, I am tired. I am mommy-ed out for the night. We got home and another fit started. I was going to take the dog out and Reyna started crying and yelling, "me,me." It was too cold for me to just run the dog outside with her. She was ticked. At that point, I had enough. I just got her pajamas on, rocked for a few and put her to bed. There were no books read tonight. She needs a good nights sleep. I feel bad knowing that our crazy schedule isn't just affecting us, it's affecting her, too.

Well, I wanted to check in and say hello. I am still here. Just busy with lack of energy to post. Hopefully I'll have my blogging mojo back soon.