There are many days where I would love to post how I am really feeling about whatever it may be and then I end up stopping myself because I know that I have family reading my blog and I am sure they do not log on here to read about how horrific my day was. They would rather see smiles, pictures and updates.
In a nutshell, this morning is not going so hot. Reyna is sitting in her room as I type. I am feeling super guilty for the fact that I actually did send her to her room screaming and crying. She wasn't listening and was acting quite naughty. I am sitting here feeling guilty due to the fact that I have not been home and I am home and she is in her room and I am wishing I was anywhere, but here at this exact moment.
Like I have said, I am happy to be working a little extra during the holidays, but I can't say that it isn't stressful. I have art projects that I would like to do, cleaning that isn't getting done and a load of Christmas crap sitting in my dining room that I would just like to disappear.
Okay, I am feeling a tad bit better. Until later. I am heading back to see my little lady.
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10 comments:
We all have our days Leslie, try not to be so hard on yourself. I can totally sympathize with you though. Hope your day gets better :)
Oh Leslie, try not to feel guilty. Sometimes it needs to be about you too. You are juggling a lot right now and you are doing the best you can. Try to take it easy and don't be so hard on yourself!
Yep I can totally relate! Like Mary said try not to be so hard on yourself....we are only human and we put a lot of pressure on our selves this time of year! being a mom is a full time job along with everyting else that goes along with it! it will get better.
It's hard not to feel guilty. But it's good because it means you at least care. Hope your day gets better! :hug:
Hang in there! That has got to be stressful but just think it will sooon be over.
Sorry you're stressed. Just try to enjoy being home tonight and take a breather and relax. I hope it gets better for you! I wish I was there to help! Soon... :)
Ugh, those days suck. But don't feel guilty, you are doing the right thing - it's your job as a mom to teach her good behavior. It's hard but it will totally pay off when she is older - say 3 (blech LOL) and knows you mean business!
Those are the days when you go and get yourself a mother huge Starbucks and turn up the music in the car!
Oh Les, I think you know I've had many many many many days like this... believe me, I know how the guilt can eat you up, how the anger and frustration can easily take over your whole being. Don't be too hard on yourself.
I think we all have those days! Hang in there - it will get better!
OMG we are lots alike! I stay home with Maeve all day and there are times when I am wishing I was anywhere but here. Isn't that horrible? But gosh its hard being a parent! And it sounds like both our girls are little buggers! :) Cute, but naughty little things! :)
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